Right Here Waiting Ch. 2
By Kumori
Chunli entered the Japanese Art Appreciation room. She carefully took her new
text and its companion workbook and sat where she was told, in the center of
the room. A quick survey of the other students told her she had laid eyes on
none of these kids before. It was not a large class, perhaps twenty; half of
them were boys.
* Did they really want to learn more about Japanese Art, or were they just
refusing to take other courses such as Study Skills, Current Events or
Oceanography? * Chunli thought.
The teacher, a short man with glasses at the end of his nose, his bald head
gleamed in the light, of whom she had never even heard let alone met, showed
slides. Chunli straightened her back, which was her usual response to slides;
she wanted to get a better look.
But as the room went dark, and the kids around her became shadows of
themselves, her eye was caught not by the Japanese arts but by the profile of
the man in front of her, one row to her left. For a moment, Chunli didn’t know
what to do; her heart pounding, she was sure he was the man whom she met in the
cafeteria, the one with the dark and intense eyes, the one who gave her the
strange feelings.
Chunli sucked in a deep breathe and was glad that the room was dark; nobody would
have noticed her face was bright red. Once again her eyes were drawn by the
profile of the man: He had the most mobile face she had ever seen. Even in the
dusk of the quiet classroom, she could see him shift his jaw, lower and lift
his eyes, tighten and relax his lips. Several times he lifted a hand to touch
his cheek, and he touched it in a most peculiar fashion – as if he were
exploring it. As if it belonged to somebody else, or as if he had not known,
until this very second, that he even had a cheek.
The lights went on. Chunli blinked once then twice to adjust the sudden
brightness in the room. Chunli looked over to where he seated. The seat was
empty, it was as if she had dreamed of his existence, he was never here before.
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Chunli headed for the school bus, which she rarely took. But she did not get
on the bus after all. Walking purposefully down the road, knowing his
destination, was the dark and silent man from the Japanese Art Appreciation.
The high school had been built a decade ago in a rural area. No people lived
within walking distance.
Yet the man walked.
And Chunli, because she was curious, followed him.
The first two blocks of following the man meant nothing; anybody could
reasonably walk down the wide cement.
But then the man turned, and strode down a side street: 'DEAD END' said the
sign at the top the street. Chunli knew that she had no business of following
that man, and that she shouldn’t be doing it right now. But the feelings; the
strange feelings deep within her, urged her to go on.
So Chunli crossed the road, and followed the man down the little lane.
She had his attention now. An odd, keep-your-back-turned attention. He
didn’t look around at her. At one point he paused, and stood very still. She
matched him. He walked on; she walked on. He walked faster for a while; she did
too. Then he slowed down. So did Chunli.
She was mesmerized by the task of making her feet land exactly when his did.
He had long strides, despite the heavy books she was carrying, she had no
problem of following his strides.
The house ended.
The road narrowed.
The trees that had neatly stayed inside hedges and yards now arched over the
street. Chunli glanced back over her shoulder. At this time of year, the trees
were still full of leaves. They lay like a dark canopy overhead, fencing off
the sky. The leaves high above her and the pine needles at her feet acted like
insulation, deadening all sound.
At the end of the lane, an immense boulder loamed likes a huge altar from
some old world circle of stones. Chunli had the strangest sensation, that she
was in one of the dream now; the dream that she had when she was still young so
young that she didn’t understand what the dream was trying to tell her. And as
she grew older, she wanted to find out more but was confused and refused to
accept the fact that she is quite different from the rest of her friends. She
had a hidden past… A past that didn’t belong to her but to someone else…
* Is this what the dream was trying to tell me; to follow my heart or to
follow the man…* she had no idea.
Very, very slowly the man turned to see whose feet had been matching his
what person had trespassed on his road. Dark motionless eyes, quiet features.
Not a word. Not a gesture. The man was simply there, unmoving.
There were about twenty paces between them. Neither he nor she attempted to
narrow the distance.
“Hi,” she said at last. She struggled for a smile, but fear gave her a
twitch instead.
He did not ask her what she was doing, nor where she was going.
“I followed you,” she said finally.
He nodded.
A flush of shame rose upon her face. She cursed herself for her foolish act
and struggled to find explanations for her ridiculous behavior.
“I was curious, because no one would be out here, unless he was up to no
good. So – you were walking – and I walked, too – and here we are.”
At last he spoke.
“You don’t have to explain.” His voice was like butter: soft and golden She
loved his voice.
“Maybe,” she agreed. “I just feel like I own you an explanation.”
He said, “I’ll walk you back to the road.”
“What are you doing out here in the middle of nowhere?”
“That depends on you perspective,” the man replied. “ You might call it the
middle of nowhere, but someone else might think it’s the center of everything.”
Chunli smiled, “Okay, then, what are you doing here?”
Instead of telling her the answer, he said, “Tell me about yourself.”
She did. She told him about her parents, the death of her parents, the
dreams that she had. She poured out her feelings as if he was her psychiatric
counselor and she was paying by the hour. She only gets to know him today and
yet here she was describing the workings of her heart and soul, as if he was a
friend, as if he could be trusted.
He simply nodded. His expression never changed. It was neither friendly nor
hostile, neither sorry for her nor annoyed with her. But his eyes did shine at
the mention of the dreams she had.
She had to know more about him. She wanted to see him with his family. He
might even have a wife or a daughter. She wanted to see him in his car and in
his garden, playing with his dogs. Chunli laughed at her own imagination.
“Will you able to get home from here?” he asked. They were standing next to
the bright yellow ‘DEAD END’ sign.
Chunli nodded. Time seemed to pass much faster when they were together.
She said, “I’m Chunli.”
“Chunli,” he repeated. How softly he sounded each word.
“What’s your name?” she asked.
For a while, she thought he would not tell her, that even giving out his
name to a teenage girl was too much personal expression for him. Then he said,
“Ryu.”
“Ryu?” She repeated. “What an odd name! Are you a Japanese?”
He actually smiled. She was lifted up on that smile like a swallow on a gust
of summer wind. His smile was beautiful; it was wonderful; it was buried
treasure, and she, Chunli had uncovered it.
“Yes, I am,” he answer. The smile slowly closed, leaving behind only a sweet
friendliness.
He extended his right hand and took hold of her left hand: the one that
couldn’t open, the one that clutched in a tight fist.
Effortlessly, he peeled open her fingers one after another. Chunli stared,
at her opened palm and the fingers stretched out, amazed. In the middle of her
left palm, written in blood red letters was the word ‘Ryu’.